wow! it's been so long since i last update. hahas.. well, was reali busying with exams. and now, finally i'm in vacaion. as exam has juz ended this tueday! hur.. but i did all badly for my papers! no confident at all! tink i might fail and nede to take supp!? zzz! i hope not eh.. sigh!!

recently juz right after exam ended, my mood hasn't been that good. all the way till now. sigh! my mood is like angry and vexed loh. sigh.. don wish to go more on details. juz a bad day through out right after exam ends. =(

current i'm looking for jobs man.. data entry work! strictly wants office hours! weekends off! hur! i'm still finding wor.. = / i'm starting another job tml. giving flyers.. hur.. tog with sip. hahas.. work 3 days nia. sip and i can go work and go home tog! hiak! so great! =p but after this job i finding data entry work! anyone got lobang?! =X hopefully can work with jinting. at eve's working place. tog with jolene! if we are able to join, that will be GREAT GREAT GREAT! wahahas! =p

no break for me. right after exam, i have loads of hse chores to busy with. after dealing with the hse chores, i'm back with work! busy busy working all the way.. how shag! totally no break. who else can reward me? anyone? sigh.. it's alwaz me to do all those things.. sian.. bro going genting soon! with his frens! i'm not going. shall stay at sg. to busy with stuffs.. sigh.. work work work!...
*no holiday for me!* =(

oh well.. it's another tiring day today.. didn't reali slp well for these few nights. hur.. woke up at ard 11 this monring, and went out to skl today with bro. both jas and jo was late to study today. meet at 1pm. end up started studying at ard 2 plus.. studied all the way till 5.. well, not much was done for the studying. juz had some discussion on a set of pass yr paper.

acc jas all the way to chinatown. tog with jo. zzz.. juz went all the way there to acc her and get her ear piece changed. zzz.. after that, hanging there at chinatown to waste time & $$ ? zzz... did nothing. bored and sian. zzz.. shouldn't have gone there? sigh.. *vexed* extra?? -.-

so bored and sian. don feel like studying. tired. wonder how's the paper like.. sigh..
all the best to me bah! -.-

oh gosh! weather isn't that good. i'm faliing sick! had a slight fever today. had a big dizzy head today. not much appetite. even feel like puke-ing too! hur! due to this, din study much today with jo and jas outside at starbucks! sigh.. this fri exam le. so scared. not well prepared yet. i'm almost there to fail! sigh.. some more now still so sicko! sigh..

wish me all the best bah, jia you ah da! (n_n)

first of all, i would like to announce tat my disgusting rotting leg is recovering! heha! =p it's reali recovering man. so glad, so happy! hehe! haha! some how it doesn't look as rotting as earlier on. shall show up some of those rotting legs when free. hahas! *speedy recovering!*

hmms, guess this weekend i had is kinda a diff one. cuz raed had duty at sentosa on sat(ytd)? haha.. stayed at home after bringing him back to home team on sat evening with raed's parents. reached raed's place at 1440++ to knock him off the bed. hehes. poor raed came back so tired with insufficient slp i still go and disturb him. =p

wake him up and went out to tamp for a small shop. tog with sis! watched "GHOST GAME" the show i wanted to watch. raed bring me go watch. haha. both sis and i are so timid. lols! scare here and there. talk and talk during the show.. den this raed was like keep "Sshhhh..."-ing. lols. had some shopping after movie. raed wants shopping badly! for his stuff on his wishlist! what a wish list he had! guess thats dream wish? lols! =X his wishlist is much more pro than me loh. dotx! first time hear him got wishlist sia. lols. tink me as a gf will know better on what he wants! hahas! jia you! =p
not forgetting abt sis, also helped her look out for some tops for working needs. hehes. what abt me? i'm the most obedient one! cuz i never shop! haha.. rare leh! rare to see me shop leh. control nehx! xin ku hor.. lols.. save for more useful ones than the useless ones? or save for meanful one than to the not meanful one? or for everyone's benefits than to own benefits? keke.. today i very obedient leh.. recently no time to shop ah.. cuz next week exam le! sob! sigh.. bran, jia you! =D
after exam, go work den shop like a rich bitch k? hahas! bleah!

hurray! it's finally the last week! last week for raed to stay in over at home team every night! which means that raed can go home everyday after next week! but yet pop. hur.. they got it dragged. pop was postpone. =( poor raed had to go back home team, to and fro.. home team is so far! 8 to 5 for 1 mth! transport fare increasing! adult rate some more! zzz!
anyway, be able to mit everyday juz like wat we alwaz did will be fine for us! hahas! right raed? nth can stop us.. =p

recently so miss raed. donno why oso. missed him juz that much! simply so miss.. esp when he hugs me, i feel so comfortable and happy. donno why recently i've got this kinda feeling. hur.. miss his hug, lame jokes, cuddle, smile and kiddy's play. hehe.. though i had it all today, but never tink it's enough for me. i treasure whatever he gave me. and still wanting for more? hur.. = /
whatever.. i'll juz wait for him to be back.. no matter wat.. miss you raed..



by right, raed and i have decided to watch "click" few days ago le. but i last min wanna watch "ghost game" to have some silly thrills.. lols.. =X

oh haiz.. juz went to visit another doc again.. to see a doc to have a look at my leg. sigh.. oh ya, was another doc again.. rashes is still there. cant take it anymore! it's so irritating esp with the itchness! sigh.. how bad.. ask dad to take me to see doc again. sigh.. donno waste how much money and time again. =( anyway sorry for the long nagging story on the previous post.. hur..

today had juz had our most terrify presentation. damn relieve as i've finally over! argh! well, i've did it real badly.. sigh.. so nervous and panic.. zzZz.. anyway in the end find the presentation kinda little fun lo.. cuz got to joke with each other around! so fun and crapy! anyway it's bad to make fun of others loh. hur.. however some of there behaviour are juz cute! lols! A631 rox! heexz! =p

wont be free during all these days.. exam are coming! not much time left! wish me all the best bah! *BLESSssssss* = /

*sigh.. why i've seen so many many many many doctors, yet my leg still haben recover????!!!!! so many medi i had.. sigh.. which one should i should't i take leh???!!!!! i'm making ppl around me worried! i'm vexed too! zzz... so much money and time wasted! sigh..*


more pics will be updated if time allows.. =)

things isn't going on well for me during these days.. had a terrible swollen leg. and not knowing what and how to do to it. it really scares myself off. as day passes by, my leg is like getting more and more worst. seen many doctors.. regardless of the easten and western docs.. even old traditional solution also use le. regardless of chinese type or malay type too! all tried before le. was like stuck with terrified. in the end i decided to go to the hospitial as i reali cant even walk le. as it really swells that i cant even walk. it's juz like a ballon. growing bigger and bigger! even my toes oso cant touch the ground.

it started to swell on fri (yea, it's the same right ankle where i had juz injured (sprained) ..initially it starts to get itchy on wed night and thur.. fri it starts to have rashes. and slowly it swells). went to see doc with fie's companion to tampines polyclinic. went to fetch raed after that. and meet mom. once i reach bedok inter, den came to realise that i begin unable to walk. din expect how's the outcome. doc oso din tell me anything. tot was juz some kinda normal allergy.. din expect it to be swollen. raed stayed over a night at my place as to acc me and look after me well with my swollen leg.

couldn't stand the pain anymore and reali cant even walk a single step. alwaz need raed to carry me where ever i wanna go. till i couldn't stand it anymore, i decided to go to the hospital. with the caompanion with raed, bro and dad. raed and dad acc through out. bro went home first. cuz gotta wait very long. raed, dad and i was in the hos till 3am! from ard 8pm we reach SGH, all the way till 3am. had some treatment, check ups, x rays, blood test and etc.. and nth more but juz wait for my turn. hur.. all of us were so tired. feel kinda bad cuz of me again.
cuz of me, i reali made my parents so worried. esp mum. mum was so worried for me. she even felt guilty for not taking of her daughter well. i felt so sorry and bad for her to tink it this way. sigh.. i should have know how to take care of myself and not allowing ppl around me to worry for me! sigh.. how bad..

was given 4 days MC. cuz cant walk. and i need lots and lots and lots of rest! but i still went to skl as exam is coming.. took cab to skl ytd with bro. mum paid for our fare.. bro helped me by carrying my bag for me and bring me to the class. after skl, dad fetch me from skl to home. and so is today! hur! thanks so much for friends out there who for the concerning.. esp fie! hahas!

ytd was our 1yr anniversary! 1408!!
miss him so much! hope he like the small little gift surprise and the jersey! heez!
hey raed, rem the story behind the jersey? hehe! bleah!
waiting for you this weekend den we can play till fullest k..
love you always.. happy 1 yr anniversary raed! =p

(n_n) happy 1yr anniversary raed! (n_n)
you've been missed!
love you always..
i'm waiting for you to be back... .... ....





the very first pic we ever took. looks toot? lols.. =X



my anniversary gift! hehes! muacks! =p

oh well.. reach home so early today.. hur.. wake up late today.. too tired? hur.. slept at 1am last night. was national day ytd.. had a few look at the fireworks as we were in raed's dad car.. was on our way to bring raed back to home team.. so din get the chance and enjoy the fireworks.. hur.. even watch ndp half way, we gotta set off le. hur.. for the pass few years, i've got the chance to be in stadium/padang to enjoy the ndp almost every year.. except for this year.. hur... budden still ok loh.. every year is like almost the same loh. but i tink this year the fireworks in reali reali very very NICE!! hahas!

spend the whole day watching vcd at raed's hse.. tog with sis.. sis acc me watch. tink she also got addicted le bah.. hur! from morning, we went mac for breakfast, came back, watch till evening! lols! den took an hr nap. waken up by raed to watch ndp. had our dinner, and den slowly prepared ourselves out.. =) and there goes my day! watched vcd the whole day! hur!

today was home early.. nth to do.. no vcd for me to watch. hur.. bored. i'm all alone with a home and a car.. no place to go, nth to do.. drove to skl in the morning.. tog packed all my stuff out. guessing i might be camping myself out till evening? brought lappie, notes, books, water, and even cream puff! (as i was late in the morning, brought some food out as not wanting to starve myself) but who knows, i was home early today. lols! cuz donno wanna go where? so might as well go home? hur.. zzZz.. anyway, later will drive to sip skl and pick her up. she shall be my companion again! hahas! orite shall stop here and do some tidy up of my room. and took a nap if possible after that. till sip calls.. =)

shall post up some recent pics when i'm free! =D

today had quite fun busy sharing around abt last night's encounter (ard 1am+ to 2am+.. at that particular time i was already asleep in bed) everyone has got the same encounter. lols! it's hungry festival now leh.. all scare scare only loh.. lols.. suspect this and that.. imagine here and there.. lols.. well, had fun sharing with jas, raed and my family members! hahas! =p

today's day is quite ok lo.. juz that only morning life is kinda boring and sian loh.. by right today got eff com test de. but was postpone to next week. hur.. had tutoral after that. both maths and ckt.. got back ckt quiz 2 result. didn't did well.. had damn lotsa careless and stupid mistakes! sigh.. how sian.. well, gotta make sure i'm extra careful next time round! zzz! and maths too! i'm at danger zone! damn CRITICAL~!!! my most lousy module among all!! sigh! muz stress on it hard and pull my socks up!!! argh!

raed's parents pick me up after skl. fetch raed from camp tog. den go find sis and husband. headed to parkway.. spend most of the time at a pet shop. had fun playing with those dogs and admiring them.. esp raed! think he's the only enjoying himself most there! lols! created lotsa fun and laughter when raed was playing with it. hahas! but when we were abt to leave, can see the dog cant bear raed to leave.. cuz the dog is used to playing with raed le. hahas!

sigh.. dis few days got quite a few mosquito bites.. zzzZ! so irritating!
anyway it's national day tml! it's PH tml! hahas! i no skl.. raed book out.. haha! gonna enjoy oursleves tml the whole big long day! hehe! slacking time tml! hehes! gonna spend our time at home and enjoy VCDs! hahas! =p

time is precious to us. i reali cherish the time when we are tog. i believe you too.. right raed? :)
6 more days to go ^_^v

back with those busy days again.. hur.. things is reali going on well wtih everything.. but juz except for my ankle again! hur! zzz! went to see the 3rd chinese doc again. ya, it's the 3rd chinese doc i've visited! 3 doc oso cannot do anything with my ankle! zzZ! i'm still quite pain with it loh.. zzZ!! so sian! donno when will it recover.. zzz...

recently, studies is still ok loh.. juz that few more weeks to go for exam. sigh.. quite sian.. after exam, i wanna find part time job! anyone can intro me good jobs??!!! i want admin job best! the best is 8 to5.. weekend no need to work! hur.. i hate being a promoter.. cuz i hate standing for hours!.. some more with my injured ankle? more worst? hur!

rs, me and raed are still as fine! still as happy.. hehe.. last weekend din went for marina to watch fireworks with raed (erm.. ya, thats the place where we stared.. =] ) . stayed at home. but we still can see fireworks from my hse! lols! so clearly! hurs! even can hear the bombing sound of the fireworks! wahahs! enjoyed watching the fireworks at home though wasn't there at marina on the spot. hur.. so nice.. tink for the rest of the 4 days of fireworks, i can stayed at home and watch it myself! =p
had my nice time spending with raed. sunday, while we were playing, my finger nails are too long, i accidentially gave him a long skretch on his forehead! omg! tink i feel so guilty whenever i saw him with the skretch on the forehead. hur.. felt guilty for appearing to be hack care? =(
btw this week will be the best week for us.. cuz this week got PH! hahas! tml can go fetch raed again lo! den wed we can spend the whole day at home. hehe! this week is the nicest week! cuz one week we mit 5/7! hahas! bleah! yay! hurray! 1 more week towards our 1yr anniversary! hahas! =p

as for family wise, are still ok loh.. hehe.. last week parents and i drove to raed's camp and fetch him tog! hahas! den we went J8! hehe.. had fun spending on my last weekend! hehe! sat, raed and i went to parkway in the morning.. ard late morning.. hehe.. went there and had my fave steamboat. ate reali alot alot alot! the meal reali lasted me for the whole day.. all the way till the next day! hur! lols! eat damn lot! hahas! spend $44++ on that steamboat for two! hahas! after awhile, had a treat from raed on fondue at anderson ice cream! hahas! how nice! enjoy eating! haha! like i'm the queen for the day.. hehe.. even went shopping and brought some stuff back.. hehe.. a new slipper and a new bag! hahas! brought it all myself! hahas! bleah! oh ya, and oso a small coin purse from mum on fri.. hehe.. =p

lalala~ tml going to skl late.. cuz morning first 2 hr no lesson! hehe.. i can sleep longer lo.. den go skl for lect, follow by lunch, and den tutorial... after skl, raed's family members will come and pick me up from skl and den go fetch raed from camp again lo! hehes! =p

7 more days to go~~~ ^_~

sigh.. my ankle still hasnt recover yet leh.. *sob* feel so uneasy alwaz having the bandage on.. zzZ.. even wanna run and rush to catch the bus to skl, oso difficult.. hur..

nowadays is reali damn busy with skl work.. alwaz test and test and test.. one day donno how many test.. quiz, proj, presentation, lab test.. dots.. zzZ.. how shag.. anyway i feel quite relief now.. cuz majority of the test had alr over.. but there's still more to come.. -.-
but.. so far, i failed my dfun.. so sad.. got the difficult paper compare to others.. those who took the same paper as me, failed too. zzZ.. well, i failed by juz one mark. cant the lecture spare me juz one mark? hur..

well, today was kinda slacking day.. though had 2 test in a single lesson. had the test continueously from 9am to 12pm.. hur..

went to raed's hse from skl.. went up, had a talk with raed's mum.. den raed's mum also help me apply medicated oil on my leg. help me rub and massage my leg. cuz cramp.. hur! so pai seh! lols! played with kathy and wing wing.. hur.. wing wing today naughty.. anyhow pee. so had some punishment. tie her up back at the kitchen. hur! lols.. raed's hse is so quiet.. no noise de.. cuz no ppl mah.. only raed's parents.. sis working den also juz got married. den raed in camp. so hse very quiet loh.. only 2 dogs.. haha.. tink w/o this 2, the hse will be much more quiet? hahas.. so weekend raed and i muz spend some time at his hse.. and stay with the family! =p den maybe only weekend a little boring loh.. hehes..

raed's mum walk me out to the bus stop. acc me till the bus arrives. hehe.. den went home myself.

and there.. it goes end of my day.. stayed at home since evening.. happily enjoy myself with tibits and tv programs.. hahas.. no worries man.. cuz majority of the test had alr over le. hees!
but... .... ... final exam coming.. =( hurhur...